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Welcome
to Horse Info.
Over the
years I have been fortunate enough to have had many experiences
with horses. My own horses have taught me a great deal. But
I have also been lucky to have made a part of my work as a
Professional Horse Healer. I have met some wonderful horses
and incredible people along the way. There have been successes
and failures. It is a hard part of our job to realise that
not everyone wants our help, even if their horses are screaming
out to you.
Several
years ago my fantastic little pony, Charlie, died tragically.
He was only five years old. He was my soulmate pony and one
of my best friends. His spirit was, and is, a soul that has
walked with me before in this life, and will walk with me
again. His death changed me.
At first
I rebelled against my spirituality. His departure felt unfair.
I had loved him deeply. We had made each other happy. The
loss was unbearable, and the shock of the suddenness of his
departure rendered me numb for many months. But the questions
his death enabled me to ask, enabled me to grow.
I believe
that out of sadness and pain comes the answers and the light
of knowledge. For me it was a cathartic realisation that there
is much more than we can ever hope to understand during our
lifetime. I was unable to heal for a long time after Charlie's
death. My animal communication skills dried up. I wondered
what was happening, and I questioned it repeatedly.
One day
- a while later - I gave up and let it go. As I did so, I
was given privy to a wonderful connection to horses. I didn't
notice it at first, but gradually I became aware that everything
had changed. This had nothing to do with my work as a healer.
Not yet. But it was everything to do with life and the horses.
Suddenly I understood their pain, their stoic approach to
life and the emotions that they struggled to deal with.
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